I’m torn between the city and the relationship. There is a win-win situation. If I move back to Seattle, the long distance relationship will be temporary until he moves up there in a year. If I don’t get the job in Seattle, I can move on and look for a job here and towards Spring time, my boyfriend will move in with me.
For the rest of limbo, I should just keep my mouth shut and if he’s not the guy that I want him to be, then let us just silently drift or let me silently drop off. And leave this all behind without regret.